Let’s see. Schools offically done today! I am thrilled. I am hoping that I got an A in my com class, but I will probably end up with a B… which is super good too!
My parents are in London, which makes me a little sad. I am happy I get to hog their giantly comfy bed though. =D
My job is going super dooper good and I got Vero hired for the summer to help me, aaahh! Im so happy. =D she ain’t gimp like those other people I’ve had summers before. I think between her and I we can handle the summer program! Peter is pissing me off though. He works with me and literally cleans and then does nothing all day long. So when I approached him today to tell him the plans I have for summer and how I want him to clean the kitchen while we do activities outside he had a slight bitch fit. >.< all you gotta doooo is clean, man! Anyway, he was talking about moving somewhere else and im honestly all for it. Id like a new old person to boss around plz. Lollollol.
I met Benji and Joel Madden this last weekend! It was so exciting. I still am a little on cloud 9 about it… I mean… I freaking loved their band in hs sooooooo much. They were my green day fo sho back then. Haha.
Alright, im done nothing else exciting going on around here. Boo!
Its all Davids fault; let me just start with that. He brought him up, what else was I supposed to do? I’m Gretchen Weiners at heart. So, I looked his ass up and I got so fucking pissed off again. HAHA. Then I looked at his ugly girlfriend and thought, wooooowwwww am I really worse than that girl?
Greg came online and started talking to me after that, and I showed him without telling him who she was and he was like, “she looks like a yetti.” ROFL. After I told him who she was and all of that he goes, something like, “Don’t feel bad, youre hot, and its karma coming back and biting him in the ass.”
>.>
I dont know how I really feel about that. It made me feel better right now, though! xD
Earlier, I was just thinking about how lucky I am. I have a car, and a job, and I’m going to school, and I have a green room! I’m totally content with that right now.
Now.
Now.
Now.
Now.
Ok, Now.
NOW.
CLEARLY.
Blog…
I have about a month of school left and I couldnt be MORE excited for summer. School kicked my ass this semester and I am only taking 3 classes. D=
Drafting is pretty cool though. Ive made some pretty rad shit so far:
and my masterpiece:
This coming fall I plan to take math again. Dear god, I am going to die. I know it.
Marnie is coming back for the summer and I am so happy. You never realized how close you really are to someone till they’re gone! David is talking about going to San Fran in June too, so maybe we can hitch a ride with him. <3 We’re gonna beej it up this summer for sure.
onhollywoodandvine:
It’s called “Sieze the Green Day” and it’s by a wonderful woman named Niki Lee.
https://www.createspace.com/3573998
It features her story about becoming a Green Day fan and highlights other fan’s stories as well. A picture of me and my best friend (who I met because of Green Day the Foxboro Hot Tubs) and my story is in there!
I’m so excited to have this in my possession! It’ll forever be on my coffee table in my future house. :)
I started school today! How totally exciting! After 4 years of being out of school, here I am back in the same place! Its weird. Everywhere I went there today I had some good (AND REALLY BAD) memories of it. I saw some people I used to work with… and that was super weird. I wasn’t about to walk up and talk to them or anything though… ROFL. That place is exactly the same.
I like my teachers (so far?). Today was the necessary classes (english and math). They were alright! I had homework today already, vocab words for english! Tomorrow are the awesome classes: Intro to Interior design and fabrics for interiors. My mom is jealous of my classes. She wants to take them too. I have to have a measuring tape and scissors for my class. hahahahahahahaa… thats exciting beyond all reason. Seriously! Ummm… so thats it. I’m happy school started. WOOT.
PS. This bitch is amazing:
Firework by Katy Perry
Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,
drifting through the wind
wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
like a house of cards,
one blow from caving in?
Do you ever feel already buried deep?
6 feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there’s still a chance for you
‘Cause there’s a spark in you
You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July
‘Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on, show ‘em what you’re worth
Make ‘em go “Oh, oh, oh”
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby, you’re a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make ‘em go “Oh, oh, oh”
You’re gonna leave ‘em falling down-own-own
You don’t have to feel like a waste of space
You’re original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow
Maybe your reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it’s time, you’ll know
You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July
‘Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on, show ‘em what you’re worth
Make ‘em go “Oh, oh, oh”
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby, you’re a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make ‘em go “Oh, Oh, Oh”
You’re gonna leave ‘em falling down-own-own
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It’s always been inside of you, you, you
And now it’s time to let it through-ough-ough
‘Cause baby you’re a firework
Come on, show ‘em what you’re worth
Make ‘em go “Oh, Oh, Oh”
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
Baby, you’re a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make ‘em go “Oh, Oh, Oh”
You’re gonna leave ‘em falling down-own-own
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
I’ve come to that conclusion recently. I am so sick of all this shit that is going on in my fucking life, and Its not even shit I can fix or change or whatever. Its bullshit. I just know it needs to change. Now. I don’t know what I need, and I don’t know how to get it. I feel like I’m literally going crazy. I miss my mom. I wanna see my Grandpa, but I don’t want to go back to Mexico to face it and face that my tia’s house is empty. D= I am extremely bitter about relationships, and guys and I can’t help it. Fuck you all! I can’t stand my job another day and no matter what I do, I CANT GET FIRED! ROFL. My boss loves me for some reason… and I don’t get it. She thinks I have all this potential… and she tells me that all the time. I just don’t want to be some snobby, stupid, ridiculous fake person any time ever no matter who its for. I’m Kitzya, I am ridiculous, I am weird, and I will not be anything but. Seriously… can anyone ever see me as a professional, serious person? I can’t! I really can’t! Maybe I gotz a peter pan complex!? Idk I just can’t see myself with a job like my bosses job, or my supervisors job even. That’s why I got the job playing with the kids! *shrug*. Anyway. I just feel like I am stuck with my lameass crappy life right now, and maybe when I start school things will change. I am just tired, and cranky, and nobody understands.
PS. I know there isn’t much to me but selfishness, bitchiness, and complainants lately and I am sorry to everyone I’ve been mean to. Its just that I can’t deal with all of this shit, and don’t know how to deal with it so I’m just a bitch. SORRY. I really am.
Are your parents married or divorced?
Married
Are you a vegetarian?
NO
Do you believe in Heaven?
Yeahish
Have you ever come close to dying?
YES. OMG.
What jewelry do you wear 24/7?
My little bit collar. D=
Are you eating?
Not right now, no
Do you eat the stems of broccoli
yeah.
Do you wear makeup?
Not really.
Would you ever have plastic surgery?
Maybe… idk
What do you wear to bed?
tshirt and shorts… hot I know.
Have you ever done anything illegal?
Yeah, Im a rebel.
Can you roll your tounge?
Yeah
Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?
No.
Do you believe in Abortions? Do what you want.
What is your Hair color? Its brown and blonde.
Future childs name, boy and girl? I dont know.
Do you smoke? Hell NO.
If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be? San Fransisco.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals? No. I sleep with real animals. ROFL.That sounds dirty and Im just sayin that Aidee sleeps with me.
If you won the lottery, what would you do first? BUY A HOUSE!
Gold or silver? SILVER!
Hamburger or hot dog? hotdog!
If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be? pizza
City, beach or country? ALL THREE AT ONCE.
What was the last thing you touched? The keyboard!
Where did you eat last? at work.
Whens the last time you cried? the other day.
Do you read blogs? Yeahish.
Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex? I guess. ROFL
Ever been involved with the police? No, Ive never!
whats your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap? Herbal essances!
Do you talk in your sleep? idk… im sleeping.
Ocean or pool? OCEAN!
Whats your favorite song at the moment? I cant pick.
have you ever had a cavity? Yeah Gross!
Window seat or aisle seats? WINDOW
Ever met anyone famous? AYE!
Do you feel that you have had a truly successful life? Not yet.
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl.
What is your fav. sport to play? Soccer!
Basketball or football? FOOTBOOOLLL!
when was the last time you went to the bathroom? like 30 minuts ago.
Do you drive a stick? No.
Cake or ice cream? ice cream
Are you self-conscious? yeah
Do you like any of your close friends? I like all my close friends!
Have you ever given money to a bum? Yeah!
Have you been in love? I dont know.
Where do you wish you were? Hmmm….
On myspace why is the 1st person on ur top 8 there? cause.
Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? nope
Can you tango? NO.
Last gift you received? Ummm a note pad from MK.
What occasion did you recieve your gift? Just cause.
Last thing you spent lots of money on? Crap I dont need.
Where do you live? a house.
Last wedding attended. Wai Wais.
Favorite restaurant? I dont know. Wherever!
What is your favorite kind of car? BUG. The old school kinds!
Most hated food(s) SUSHI!
Most loved food(s)? Idk.
Can you sing? I wish!
Person on your mind? Ssdoifsoiadjfoiasjdfoiajsdoifasdoihasdf
Whats your least fav. chores? KITCHEN!
Favorite drink? orange juice!
Currently have a Crush? Yesssssss.
How long was your longest drive in a car? Like 10 hours!
Why do you do Myspace surveys? No I do yourmom!
I swear I can listen to Paramore’s new album Brand New Eyes over and over and over and over and not get sick of it. It just stays in my head. Just how I feel I guess. <3
All I Wanted Lyrics
Think of me when you’re out, when you’re out there
I’ll beg you nice from my knees
And when the world treats you way to fairly
Well it’s a shame it’s a dream
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
I think I’ll pace my apartment a few times
And fall asleep on the couch
Wake up early to black and white re-runs
That escape from my mouth
Oh Oh
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
I could follow you to the beginning
Just to relive the start
And maybe then you’d remember to slow down
At all of our favorite parts
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
Can you tell all she wanted was you?? LOL.
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